What if?

Life is full of 'what ifs',
What if I did this,
What if I did that,
Is always the question.
I have a question for myself,
What if I didn't want to let you go?
What if I agreed to going overseas with you?
Will we still be together even till now?
Or you left me for someone prettier than me,
Better than me,
And leave me all alone in a lone country by myself.
I might just decided to kill myself,
I might turn to drugs,
I might get myself in prison.
Everything may be a possibility,
If I made a different decision.