Friday, January 14, 2011

How could you?

Hot flushes on the cheeks,
Hard breathing,
Head spinning at an abnormal rate.
Tears coming down,
drop by drop.
Heart beating,
Like after a marathon.
(Inhale)
Opens the faucet,
Splashes cool water onto my burning cheeks.
Washing off the tears.
And hoping,
washing off the reality,
That I just heard.
Hoping hard it was just some cruel joke.
(Exhale)
It's late.
2:30am.
But, I couldnt sleep.
Helpless.
Restless.
Depressed.
Heartbroken.
Tears rolling down,
Which I can't stop.
Head throbbing.
Shut myself in my room.
Silently weeping.
Trying to control my out-of-control emotions.
Hoping it was all a lie.
It was so perfect,
So happy.
When you call,
I see your caller ID and I smile.
Looking forward to those late night calls.
But this time,
You sounded different.
"We need to talk..."
You said.
From that point on,
I regretted listening to every word you said.
"I don't know how I feel about you anymore..."
You continued.
And with that,
We both broke ties.
How could that happen?
I never saw this coming,
At all.
(Inhale)
Whenever I breath,
It hurts.
How could this happen?
I love you.
I said those three precious words,
Only to you.
You were my first to make my heart leap in joy,
And you were also my last to make me cry.
(Exhale)
My weeping turns to audible sobs.
How could this ever happen?
You've the one who taken my first kiss.
You've the first one who said those three words to me.
Those three words I cherished so much.
How could you break off ties with me just like that?
From a bright lit area where I could see,
You just tossed me back into the dark.
How could you?
(Inhale)
(Exhale)

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Of course...

Of course,
I'm in love
~~~With you,
~~~~~Darling...

*read everything before reading the read ones....
*Epic weih... xD