In all seriousness, what happened to me? Back in 2010-2011, I was so happy, a damn happy kid. I wrote so much positive shit on social media that sickens me now? How on earth did I land myself a relationship? How the heck did I survive the break up? I look back at my activity log from 2010 til middle of 2011, I changed so much from reading that. I was naive, I was happy.
Now, I feel like I am not trusting myself a lot now. I don't trust myself to feel again.
What happened?
Its already 2 years, but the feelings have not left me at all.
"I give my all to you, everything I feel for you, is true. Because I love you."
"I hope both of us get married someday...have kids, name the girl Rachel because I like that name. You name the son Daniel because I know you like it."
"I went through your crazy mood swings rollercoaster ride. I must be mad to be still with you."
"I love you. I miss you"
These were some of the things you sad to me. I thought you meant for it to be real? Where is it then?
You left for some other person who you thought who loved you too. Some loyal person you are.
2 years. What happened?
(I can't write anymore fiction stories anymore. NOOOOOOOOOO) :(
