Saturday, March 30, 2013

Long Hiatus

I know I didn't start this AT ALL since two years ago. But going to do the first few now.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror”

Another from Facebook

 1: Are you ready for 200 questions?
NO. (With the meme face)

 2: Was your last relationship a mistake?
I guess I would categorized that relationship as that.

 3: Do you miss your last relationship?
Yeah. Pretty much.

4: Who did you last say "i love you" to?
The dude in the last relationship.

 5: Do you regret it?
Guess so.

 6: Have you ever been depressed?
Yes

7: Are you a boy or girl?
Girl

 8: Are you insecure?
At times

 9: What is your relationship status?
Single

 10: How do you want to die?
Just die. Well, without suffering or pain. Maybe just die in my sleep, or just die.

 11: What did you last eat?
Chinese food.

12: Have you played any sports?
Archery is my top favourites? Followed by Badminton.

13: Do you bite your nails?
When I was younger, yes. 

 14: When was your last physical fight?
I don't do physical fights.

 15: Do you have an attitude?
In what sense?

 16: Do you like someone?
Yes.

 17: What is your real name?
Mabel Soong Yongqi

 18: Have you ever read a book?
SO MANY OF THEM.

19: Are you gonna get high later?
I am not on cocaine nor weed you know.

 20: Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Maybe.

 21: Do you miss someone?
Yes.

 22: Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Twiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrlllll

 23: Do you tan a lot?
I am freaking dark for an Asian you know...

 24: Have any pets?
2 awesome dogs

25: How exactly are you feeling?
Messed up and stressed.

 26: Ever eaten food in a car while someone or you
are driving?
Done that both.

 27: Ever made out in a bathroom?
Heck no.

 28: Would you take any of your exes back?
When the time comes, I shall see.

 29: Are you scared of spiders?
I AM TERRIFIED.

30: Would you go back in time if you were given
the chance?
Yes.

 31: Do you regret anything from your past?
Many, many things.

 32: What are your plans for this weekend?
Practice Piano till sunset

 33: Do you want to have kids?
Maybe adopt one.

 34: Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M ?
Nope.

 35: Do you type fast?
Kinda.

 36: Do you have piercings?
Yes.

 37: Want anymore?
No.

 38: Can you spell well?
I think so?

 39: Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yes.

40: What are you craving right now?
Water.

 41: Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yeap. Scout's bonfire.

 42: Ever had a silly band?
I guess so.

 43: Have you ever been on a horse?
When I was a kid.

 44: Kissed someone in a pickup truck?
In a car, yes. I don't think any of my exes had a pickup truck to begin with.

 45: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Many times.

46: Have you ever been cheated on?
I don't think so.

 47: Have you ever made a girlfriend cry?
I don't know?

 48: Are you thinking of someone right now?
I think so.

 49: Would you live with someone without marrying
them?
I think that is against my parents' orders and my religion.

 50: What should you be doing?
Sleeping

51: What’s irritating you right now?
My pillow is not soft enough.

 52: Have you ever liked someone so much that it
hurts?
Yes.

 53: Does somebody love you?
How the hell I would know?

 54: What is your favorite color?
Blue

 55: Have you ever changed clothes in a car?
When I was 9?

 56: Milk chocolate or white chocolate?
Milk!

 57: Do you have trust issues?
With certain people.

 58: Best friends name?
I don't categorize my best friends

 59: 2nd best friends name?
Same with this question.

 60: 3rd best friends name?
STOP ASKING THIS.

 61: Longest relationship?
Close to 4 years.

62: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about
you?
I don't think so.
 63: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
No one.

 64: Do you give out second chances too easily?
Sometimes, if I love that person that much.

 65: Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Its always easier to forgive, but never forget.

 66: Is this year the best year of your life?
Nope.

67: What was your childhood nickname?
Marble

 68: Have you ever walked outside completely
naked?
DUDE. I AM NO EXHIBITIONIST.

 69: Favorite food?
Sushi!

 70: Do you believe everything happens for a
reason?
Not everything.
 71: What is the last thing you did before you went
to bed last night?
I can't seem to remember

 72: Did you have dream last night?
Yeah.

 73: What is bothering you?
I am not going to say it on my blog or any social media.

 74: Have you ever been out of state?
Yes.

 75: Do you play the Wii?
No.

76: Are you listening to music right now?
No.

 77: Do you like Chinese food?
I AM CHINESE WHAT DO YOU EXPECT.

 78: Who are you texting right now?
No one.

 79: Are you afraid of the dark?
When I was a kid.

 80: Is cheating ever okay?
HELL NO.

 81: Are you mean?
At times.

82: Can you keep white shoes clean?
I have no white shoes to begin with.

 83: What year has been your best?
2008

 84: Do you believe in true love?
Yes.

 85: Favorite weather?
Cool breezy weather.

 86: Do you like the snow?
Never experience it, would love to!

 87: Does it snow a lot where you live?
I am in Malaysia, what do you think?
 88: Do you like the outside?
Sometimes

 89: Are you currently bored?
Pretty much.

 90: Do you want to get married?
In the future, yeah.

 91: Is it cute when a girl calls you baby?
I am no homo.

 92: Are you hungry?
Now? At 11pm?

 93: Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
WHO THE HELL COUNTS THESE THINGS.

 94: What makes you happy?
I really don't know.

 95: Would you change your name?
Yes.

 96: Ever been to Alaska?\
No.

 97: Ever been to Hawaii?
No.

 98: Do you watch the news?
No.

 99: Do you love MTV?
No.

 100: Do you like subway?
The food, yes. The transportation, I have no idea since I never take one before.

 101: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you
kissed?
Yes.

 102: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you,
what do you do?
I don't know. If I like him, maybe get together? If not? I have no idea.

103: Do you talk like your friends?
Why in the world does this question means?

 104: Why did you decide to do this quiz?
I was asked to.

 105: Have you ever seen someone you knew and
purposely avoided them?

 106: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who
you can act your complete self around?
I don't know.
107: Who was the last person of the opposite sex
you talked to?
My dad.

 108: Do you feel good?
Huh??

 109: Who was the last person you had a deep
conversation with?
A church friend.

 110: Favorite lyrics right now?
I can't help it, I like the broken ones, the ones who, need the most patching up.

111: Can you count to one million?
No.

 112: Ever bought condoms?
Dude, I am a girl. And no, I don't have sex.

 113: Ever gotten pregnant?
Refer to the question above.

 114: Ever failed a class?
Yes.

 115: Ever kissed a boy?
DUDE. AFTER ALL THE QUESTIONS ABOUT MAKING OUT?!?

 116: Ever kissed a girl?
-.-

 117: Ever used a little paper bag for lunch?
Yes.

 118: Have you ever had a job?
Yes.

 119: Have you ever slipped on ice?
Yes.

 120: Have you ever missed the bus?
No.

 121: Have you left the house without money?
Yes.

 122: Did you ever bully someone on the internet?
No.
123: Did you ever sexted someone?
Dafuq?

 124: Have you ever had sex in public?
WHAT. DA. F*CK.

 125: Did you ever played on a sports team?
No.

 126: Have you ever smoked weed?
NO.

 127: Have you ever smoked cigarettes?
No,

 128: Have you ever smoked a cigar?
No.

129: Did you ever drink alcohol?
Yes.

 130: Did you ever watched “The Breakfast Club”?
No.

131: Have you ever been overweight?
Yes.

 132: Ever had an eating disorder?
No.

 133: Ever been to a wedding?
Yes.

 134: Ever been in a wedding?
-.-

135: Did you ever made fun of someone for being
fat?
No.

 136: Have you ever been on the computer for 5
hours straight?
Yes.

 137: Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight?
Yes.

 138: Ever been late for work?
No.
139: Ever been late for school?
Yes.

 140: Ever kissed in the rain?
Yes.

 141: Did you ever showered with someone else?
OMG NO>

 142: Did you ever fail a driver’s test?
No.

 143: Have you ever run a mile in less than 10
 minutes?
I am not sure.

144: Ever been outside my home country?
No.

 145: Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?
Yes.

 146: Did you ever get your heart broken?
Many times.

 147: Ever had a credit card?
I am just 19.

 148: Ever been to a professional sports game?
No.

 149: Did you ever broken a bone?
No.

150: Have you ever been unhappy about your
weight?
Pretty much

 151: Did you ever won a trophy in your life?
Yes.

 152: Did you ever cut yourself for no reason?
Yes.

 153: Do you have STD?
DAFUQ NO.

 154: Ever got engaged?
No.

155: Have you ever been on a diet?
Yes. Backfired.

 156: Did you ever been on TV?
Yes.

 157: Ever rode in a taxi?
No.

 158: Ever been to prom?
Yes.

 159: Ever played a drinking game?
Yes.

 160: Ever stayed up for 24 hours or more?
Yes.

161: Ever been to a concert?
Yes.

162: Ever had a three-some?
????

 163: Have you ever had a crush on someone of the
same sex?
No.

 164: Have you ever been in a car accident?
Yes.

 165: Ever had braces?
Yes.

166: Did you ever learn another language?
I am a Malaysian, I learn 3 main languages and so many other dialects, a bit of French and German.

 167: Ever killed an animal?
No.

 168: Ever been to a Japanese steakhouse?
No.

 169: Do you wear make-up?
Yes.

 170: Did you ever talked to someone via webcam?
Yes,

 171: Did you ever have wisdom teeth taken out?
No.

 172: Did you ever kiss someone a different race
than yourself?
No.

 173: Did you ever snuck out of the house?
No.

 174: Did you ever bought porn?
Dafuq?

 175: Ever had a virus on your computer?
Yes.

 176: Ever dyed your hair?
Yes.
 177: Have you ever hugged your teacher?
Yes.

 178: Did you ever graduated from college?
I am finishing college.

 179: Did you ever wear someone else’s clothes?
Yes.

 180: Ever rode in an ambulance?
No.

 181: Ever rode in a helicopter?
No.

 182: Ever caught the stove on fire?
No.

183: Ever got in a verbal fight?
Yes.

 184: Ever meet someone famous?
Yes.

 185: Have you ever been on vacation?
Yes.

 186: Ever been on an airplane?
Yes.

 187: Ever been on a boat?
Yes.

 188: Ever broken something expensive?
Yes.

189: Did you ever have surgery in your life time?
No.

 190: Did you ever kiss someone before you were
14?
Yes.

 191: Ever beat a video game?
I think so?

 192: Ever got in a fist fight?
Yes.

 193: Did you ever find something valuable on the ground?
Yes. A 5 cent coin ( I was 5!)

 194: Did you ever stalk someone on facebook/
MySpace?
Hmm, I think so?

 195: Have you ever prank called someone?
Yes

 196: What are your top 3 favorite colors?
Blue, Black, Purple

 197: What is your number 1 favorite sport?
ARCHERY

198: What’s your favorite singer/rapper?
Adam Levine

 199: What is your number 1 favorite animal? and
why?
Dog are freaking CUTE.

 200: Did you think this looked like fun to do?
NO. (meme picture)

Same

I've lost the boy who gave me the key to the most important door to him, I have hurt the boy who spent so much of his time for me, I have lost the boy who gave me his heart to me, I have lost the handsome man the boy had grown into with my heart.

Bullshit

Its painful to know that last Easter, I gave up all my blessings to you, all my prayers to you. I regret doing so. Why? Because you are never close to me to deserve them. Its all bull.

Friday, March 22, 2013

From facebook

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens. If you're a guy- post this as my kind of girl..If you're a girl- post it as my kind of boy.. 

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?  
Good looking enough to me

2. Smart?
At least have some brains lah
 
3. Preferred age? 
Either the same age as I am, or older (max 3 years older?)

4. Preferred height? 
Not shorter than me I am fine already

5. How about sense of humor? 
MUST HAVE LAH

6. How about piercings? 
Hmm....maybe on the ear and thats final?

7. Accepts you for who you are?  
Definately

8. Pink hair? 
NO

9. Mushy or no? 
I can live with mushi-ness :)

10. Thin or fat? 
Average

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)? 
I am not racist

12. Long hair or short hair? 
Not long until must tie lah

13. Plastic or metal? 
What the...?

14. Smells good? 
:)

15. Smoker? 
HELL NO

16. Drinker?
I am okay with guys drinking, but no alcoholics please

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type? 
Okay :)

18. Musically inclined? 
YES

19. Plays piano? 
Would want lah

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?  
Are sexy :)

21. Plays violin? 
Can also

22. Sings very good? 
YES!

23. Vain? 
Not toooooooo much

24. With glasses? 
Anything

25. With braces? 
Anything (just please remove them soon after)

26. Shy type? 
Maybe a tinge?

27. Rebel or good boy/girl? 
A little rebellious is okay ;)

28. Active or passive? 
Active-passive

29. Tight or bomb? 
The hell is this?

30. Singer or dancer?  
Singer?

31. Stunner? 
???

32. Hiphop? 
Doesn't matter

33. Earrings?
Refer to the question regarding about piercings
 
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop? 
Noooooo

35. Dimples? 
Guys with dimples are cute :)

36. Bookworm?
HECK YEAH

37. Mr/Ms. love letter? 
Which girl doesn't want romance!

38. Playful? 
:)

39. Flirt? 
Only to me and FOR me

40. Poem writer?  
Okay!
41. Serious? 
In a relationship? Of course lah

42. Campus crush? 
Well, I do have one right now

43. Painter? 
Have never dated a guy who could, would like so I guess?

44. Religious? 
My religion, and religious!

45. Someone who likes to tease people? 
To tease me? Got used to liking it. :)

46. Computer games geek?
Not too much

47. Speaks 20 languages? 
Waooooohhh. Pro?

48. Loyal or faithful? 
Both

49. Good kisser? 
Hmmm, guess so?

50. Loves children? 
Yes! I adore kids!

Monday, March 18, 2013

Bunnyhead

Seeing other couples being how couples do, doesn't sadden me anymore. I admit that it would, especially much if what the couples do were so similar to how it was in my past relationships.

But, I just hate that feeling that I used to be like that. That is the most hateful part after getting over.

I missed being called bunnyhead. Nuff' said.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Facebook

Did this for a giveaway competition. I did not win. But I wrote this from my heart. Shits. I am sad.