I always tell myself, I need both faith and hope in any point in life. I was given a chance to love, and also to be loved. Love taught me how to gain faith and hope. But now, I am just slowly losing myself into things I feel that are pulling me away from it. Studies, stress, personal problems, and even my own passion. Constantly losing sleep, losing my self esteem, my real feelings, losing trust in others and even myself. I am losing my own identity to love, also. I am trying to be as if other people's opinion of a good person. To be honest, I can't really take it anymore. I need something to remind me of faith and hope. I told myself one day that I will tattoo these two words onto myself, just a daily reminder for my own. And if I ever get two daughters, Faith and Hope shall be their names.
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