At a young age, I love acting. It makes me express myself into someone I wanted to be. Who is suitable for the role. To just not be me. But I grew up not comfortable with myself at all. I lost the ability to act when I enter high school. But, it turns out, my life after that was just an act. I acted as if I am alright when I am not. I acted I am tough and strong and nothing pushes me off guard. I was concerned for others more than myself. Because I need a diversion from breaking down. From losing myself. Until the late hours of the night, until the wee hours of morning, until I couldn't hold back the tears any much longer.
I acted as someone I wanted to be. But never could.
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