Somebody I used to know

There is always the 'somebody that I used to know' in every of our life. Even mine. I used to have a very good friend, a best friend, someone I love, someone I could open up to, someone whom I could just be normal around with. But I lost that someone, because he cut me off abruptly. Suddenly, he just treated me like a stranger. I missed the times I was with him. All those sweet memories, the times when you told me that I was the one. I even believe them.

Even now I remember all those times when we were happy, or so I thought. I even told myself that you were Mr. Right. I thought of happily ever after. But as time past, I could even feel the loneliness even when I was with you. Is this because of me? Did I change? Or was it you?

I noticed that I get sad very soon. Sometimes, I do doubt whether I was 'addicted' to this kind of emotions. I cry every time I  see the ring you gave me. But what hurt me the most was seeing you walking hand in hand with another girl. That really gave me a stab in the heart. I would either swallow the sudden rush of emotions, or literally rush to the nearest bathroom and let the emotions run. I cry not because of you, but me. I cry because thinking how stupid I am. How stupid is it that I could let you lead me into all this temporary suffering. You tricked me into believing you. And I did. Now that you had what you want, you changed your number and leave me in this emotional mess.

I am never going to believe you anymore. Even if you want me to. I don't need your love any longer. I picked up myself and made myself stronger. You are just somebody that I used to know, somebody that I used to love.



(FREAKING SHORT, I KNOW)