I hate feeling physical pain, but emotional, mental pain hurts so much more.
Now, for some apparent reason, I feel pain. From anxiety.
For so long I have not felt panic attacks, sudden emotional breakdown or anything of the likes.
For months, I tried feeling genuinely happy. And I did. Even when there was stress.
I had no relationship stress issues, nor any suicidal thoughts, or emotional breakdown.
And yet, I feel like this now.
I feel only pain. Since I drove back from home.
I feel only pain.
And it sucks.
Why do I feel like this again?
I feel as though I want to break down and have a good cry, but my mind is not letting me do that.
It sucks when this happens.
Now I just feel like crap.
